After several days speaking to the nurse coordinator in regards to a new transfer day, we finally found one that worked the best. The new transfer date is now mid-December, which I was trying to avoid because of the holidays. At this point, since nothing else worked, I am letting it be. I am a planner, a perfectionist, want to be everyone’s shoulder to lean on and the one to kick some a$$ if I need to, but this process has taught me to let go of who I am and let go of those things that I want to do and to leave it in God’s hands. We can not control every aspect of our life’s and as much as I try to, it is one of the hardest battles I have with myself. I have to realize, I am NOT perfect and I can NOT control everything. God is both of those and he has a plan.