The miscarriage was harder than I ever thought, it occurred January 19th around 1:30 pm. I tried to mentally prepare for it, however, it was not enough. I am still dealing with the loss, the fact that our baby isn’t happening right now, and trying to maintain positive for the next steps. It was very hard to reorganize our home and turn the nursery back into the office. The hardest thing is when my husband said that he prefers leaving the room as a waiting nursery than as his office.

I know we will get through this.